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Medical records have successfully been copied and sent to new clinic for review. My file was over 16MB, while my husbands was 800KB. I took the time to read through my entire file. I didn't understand some of it. The stuff I understood was depressing. I remember each of those cycles.

My oven is broken. We've been alternating between simple takeout and sandwiches for dinners. The repair guy said there are too many pieces that need replacing and since it's an old oven it may be better to just replace which is what he recommends. Waiting to hear back from home warranty company but they are impossible to get on the phone. I've commented on their fb page and sent an email.

Still no period. Scheduled the no menses panel for next week.

I'm happy for all the people having babies. It does bother me that it's everyone but me. I sent baby gifts to two friends with new babies this week via amazon. I'm not expecting a thank you note but it would be nice to know they were received. It seems like people just fall off the face of the Earth. Even bloggers I started following years ago have moved on and stopped writing. It's hard not to feel left behind, especially when it's so literal. I can avoid fb and I can avoid the internet, but to what end? I can't avoid work. I can't avoid the grocery store. I can't avoid my own thoughts.

I hope the second opinion helps. I hope we get some good news soon. Shabbat shalom.