I didn't test this morning. I have something else keeping me distracted.
There's a situation at work that's occupying my mind. I didn't fall asleep until past midnight and was up at 4:30 am thinking about it again. It's inappropriate for me to confront the person at work but if she comes to me (which she won't; she knows better) I have my comments prepared. It got so heated in my mind when I played out the conversation that I went on to imagine where else I'd work once I got fired or let go. I'm making it into a bigger deal than it is and being a lot more dramatic than necessary. But I feel like a wrong needs to be righted and I feel powerless to fix the issue because my hands are tied due to bureaucracy.
I've noticed that there's now a semi-permanent feeling below my waist. I keep confusing it with GI but I've been pretty regular with that so it doesn't make sense that it's a factor. It's almost like a full bladder feeling, but centered. Full uterus? I hope so.
It's a very mild feeling and I only notice it when I'm paying attention. I check in every so often: am I still feeling it? Yep, there it is. I recognize it from my chem pregs. Most specifically, I noticed its absence once I miscarried -- I hadn't realized it was there and when it was new I didn't know to expect it.
So regardless of what the pee sticks said, I think something may be going on. Whether it will last through beta is another question. Whether it will last to ultrasound... who knows.
Other than being unable to sleep well I haven't noticed other symptoms. No food aversions. I smell a lot but I've always had a sensitive nose. My skin is clearer but I wonder if that's because of the meds and vitamins I'm taking religiously.
I've noticed that there's now a semi-permanent feeling below my waist. I keep confusing it with GI but I've been pretty regular with that so it doesn't make sense that it's a factor. It's almost like a full bladder feeling, but centered. Full uterus? I hope so.
It's a very mild feeling and I only notice it when I'm paying attention. I check in every so often: am I still feeling it? Yep, there it is. I recognize it from my chem pregs. Most specifically, I noticed its absence once I miscarried -- I hadn't realized it was there and when it was new I didn't know to expect it.
So regardless of what the pee sticks said, I think something may be going on. Whether it will last through beta is another question. Whether it will last to ultrasound... who knows.
Other than being unable to sleep well I haven't noticed other symptoms. No food aversions. I smell a lot but I've always had a sensitive nose. My skin is clearer but I wonder if that's because of the meds and vitamins I'm taking religiously.
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