No adventures for bloodwork - no traffic, no waiting. When I got to work I turned my phone on silent and left it in my purse. My husband and I agreed to wait until the end of the day so we could listen to the news together. Of course I kept checking my phone all morning, but once the doctor called at 11:30 AM and left a message I felt calm and completely at peace. I had the info at my fingertips - knowing a few hours before or after wouldn't have changed the outcome and I wanted to hear it for the first time together. It wasn't an easy challenge, but the practice of staying away from HPTs prepared me well.
We're cautiously optimistic. We've been here twice before so we know there's still a long road ahead. Continuing to take it easy. Continuing to stay hydrated. Continuing to daven and hope for the best.
Tonight starts Rosh Chodesh, the beginning of the Jewish month, and this news reminds me of a particular phrase:
זֶה-הַיּוֹם, עָשָׂה ה'; נָגִילָה וְנִשְׂמְחָה בוֹ
"This is the day which Hashem has made; we will rejoice and be glad in it."
So often in fertility treatment it's difficult to be present and live in the moment. This phrase teaches that it's ok to do just that. I've officially graduated from pupo to pregnant. There's a lot to be worried about, and the what-ifs don't automatically go away, but for today, it's good news.
Yes! Congrats. I've been hoping for this news for you. May the good news continue!
ReplyDeleteThanks so much. Hope you're feeling good!
DeleteWhat a great start to my day. You so much deserve this. Try to find a moment without worry each day.
ReplyDeleteThank you! That's a great goal to aim for while still being realistic.
DeleteI've been thinking about you all day, so happy to hear it's good news!! I know it's very early yet of course but congratulations. Hoping that everything will continue to go well! x
ReplyDeleteI appreciate the good thoughts!
DeleteCongrats! I'm really happy for you! H&H 9 months to you.
ReplyDeleteThank you xo
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