FET 4: 1dp6dt

Day one post transfer. Haven't tested yet ;)

I've had mild cramping since the transfer. That happened the last time, too. When I feel the cramping I worry that something is wrong. When I don't feel it, I miss it and also worry something is wrong.

I had very light spotting this morning and tried not to freak out. The discharge papers they gave me yesterday said it was a possibility and normal if it happens, so I'm saying off Google.

I'm trying really hard not to obsess about it. So much so that I try to not think about it but then worry I might forget something, like taking a shot or remembering my prenatal pills or avoiding alcohol/sushi/deli/other anti-preg poison. Putting reminders in my phone helps.

I'm sad for America. I'm still processing the results of this election. One thing it does is help keep me distracted. The less I think about the transfer the less likely I am to test early. I'm going to try to hold out until beta, or at least as long as possible.