I've gone in three times this week for monitoring. Yesterday took the longest, by far. Luckily my lead follicle went from 16.6 to 19 mm overnight to make up for the ridiculous wait and I was able to trigger. Transfer is next week and even though they haven't given me the official time "because the OR schedule hasn't come out" yet, I already know since it's an exact number of hours from the trigger based on my last ERA.
As the excitement builds so does the anxiety. On one hand it feels necessary to protect my heart by not putting too much hope into the transfer. On the other hand I know it will be crushing if it fails regardless of how many safeguards I try to put in place. I'm cautious about being hopeful and at the same time I want to live in the moment.
No comments:
Post a Comment